Shake it up

The New Year energy is finally upon me – and I am relishing it. The Chinese New Year and the February New Moon is heralding some big B I G  changes for me – and I am starting to feel the rush of excitement with this new chapter starting.

I have skirted around the edges of my truth for almost 2 years now and it’s time to step into the centre and just do away with all the excuses, the clutter and the crap.  The crap I tell myself and the crap I choose to take on from the opinions/views and beliefs of others.

CRAP BE GONE!

What exactly does this new chapter look like then? You’ll start to notice the changes on my website – the changes in the posts I write, and the changes in how I am showing up and what I am bringing to the world.

All very exciting and at times heart wrenchingly scary stuff. The journey I’ve taken – the one I’ve been on the past 2 years – the standing on the periphery of life – seeing the goodness in the centre but not venturing to close, has come to a much needed and desired end. The synchronicity of events beginning just a short 2 months ago has been a clear sign from the Universe to pull my finger out and jump in already! 

An underlying sense of unhappiness/flatness and wasted opportunities began to curl it’s way around my heart as I wondered “what next?” And then frustration turned into soul inspired action – as I got onboard with an amazing business coach – I’m only one fifth of the way through our time together and already so much crap has been cleared and there is clarity and courage beckoning me towards the centre.  And since then everything in my life is enticing me closer, closer to that centre.

Sometimes that message is clothed in painful and unpleasant circumstances – but in Life’s magical way she is weaving a story for us – one aimed right at our core.

The unexpected death of a man – a Best Man – our Best Man – my Man’s Best Man – is still very fresh and raw in my world.  And as my darling man deals with his grief and tries to grapple with the devastation caused by the blackness that consumed this Best Man’s Heart – we are being called.  As we talk through the pain, recall the joy of his life and take stock of our own lives – we are being called.

Called towards our truth – called into the light – into the centre – our centre.

Where we belong.

Will you answer?